[purplefluffychainsaw]

I dunno about essex, but the Hazlet Youth Theater in kent is pretty good **speaks from experiance** If I were you I'd just keep trying with your nearest one. And when you take your choices (If you havn't already... Oh, wait you will have...) well, take drama. Or do a drama club. If that's an option. Otherwise, just keep trying! Practise in your room etc. By the way, enjoy being dead!