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Witch_Queen · 09-20-2004, 06:40 AM

Cree

"Fainu how can you say that? I have found that curses stay with a person for almost all their life. I know that all too personally. You think since you have this curse that you should allow it to shield you from your own feelings. Fainu you are not the only one that has changed. I have lived everyday with these "episodes". Believe me sometimes I don't even know if I will wake up." Cree knew her words were going strait to something but she didn't care.

She didn't let her curse get in her way of having feelings. She didn't see why anyone else would. She could feel the pain in her side worsen. She knew that it wouldn't be long before her curse ended it all. The only thing Cree wanted now more than anything was to have someone that atleast could return her love.

Her curse had already cost her so much. Even now Cree couldn't decide if the curse was indeed a gift. She didn't know anymore. Due to her curse she had lost the only thing that mattered, her own life. "Fainu, your scars are physical and only go skin deep. While mine are both physical and emotional. Do you know how it feels to have everyone blame you for the death of your father?" Cree paused to breathe and winced at the on growing pain in her side. "I guess you don't. I had to leave my home so that I could find out the truth about my life. Believe me when I say that when you're searching for life it makes it that much more lonely. It was only when I came here that I met a companion that has yet to abandon me." Cree motioned to the white crow beside her.

Well of course Avalon wouldn't abandon me. After all she was alone when she found me. We need each other and that is the way it is. No matter how many times I feel alone, Avalon will always be there when I am indeed alone. Cree tried to keep the pain in her side down to a minimum. Looking up through slanted eyes Cree noticed that Fainu was looking at her with what she thought was concern. Yet she ignored it, in the long run she knew he would leave her again to the solitary confinment of life. I don't need their pity. In the end I will not even need their charity. This curse is my own and no one elses.

09-20-2004, 06:40 AM	#771
Witch_Queen Shade of Carn Dûm Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Pandora's box... "LET ME OUT OF HERE!" Posts: 344	Cree "Fainu how can you say that? I have found that curses stay with a person for almost all their life. I know that all too personally. You think since you have this curse that you should allow it to shield you from your own feelings. Fainu you are not the only one that has changed. I have lived everyday with these "episodes". Believe me sometimes I don't even know if I will wake up." Cree knew her words were going strait to something but she didn't care. She didn't let her curse get in her way of having feelings. She didn't see why anyone else would. She could feel the pain in her side worsen. She knew that it wouldn't be long before her curse ended it all. The only thing Cree wanted now more than anything was to have someone that atleast could return her love. Her curse had already cost her so much. Even now Cree couldn't decide if the curse was indeed a gift. She didn't know anymore. Due to her curse she had lost the only thing that mattered, her own life. "Fainu, your scars are physical and only go skin deep. While mine are both physical and emotional. Do you know how it feels to have everyone blame you for the death of your father?" Cree paused to breathe and winced at the on growing pain in her side. "I guess you don't. I had to leave my home so that I could find out the truth about my life. Believe me when I say that when you're searching for life it makes it that much more lonely. It was only when I came here that I met a companion that has yet to abandon me." Cree motioned to the white crow beside her. Well of course Avalon wouldn't abandon me. After all she was alone when she found me. We need each other and that is the way it is. No matter how many times I feel alone, Avalon will always be there when I am indeed alone. Cree tried to keep the pain in her side down to a minimum. Looking up through slanted eyes Cree noticed that Fainu was looking at her with what she thought was concern. Yet she ignored it, in the long run she knew he would leave her again to the solitary confinment of life. I don't need their pity. In the end I will not even need their charity. This curse is my own and no one elses. __________________ And when this life is over... and I stand before the God... I'll dream I'm back here standing in my nowhere land of Oz..... Last edited by Witch_Queen; 09-20-2004 at 08:40 AM.