Ędegard
The sun had set hours ago. The fire crackled and flamed brightly. The stars watched them from high above, giving little guidance.
Ędegard sat beside Leafa, and she beside Liornung. Between betrothed and father she sits. He knew that Liornung was not her real father, of course, but it seemed that she always looked to Liornung for safety and protection. What did she look for from him? Hope of a future? Such a thing was not to be. He knew all over again that he could not keep her, could not provide for her. His oath had stripped away all misty dreams and brought home the stark reality. Handless, he was worth nothing, except to take vengeance for them all on the swamp elf. He reached for Leafa's left hand with his good one. Her hand was cold. He would have chafed some warmth back into it, but how could he?
"Leafa, I ...." Now that it was there to say, he found that he could not bring himself to it. Be a man! "Without two hands I cannot be a wheelwright. 'Tis what I learned to do. Once this quest is over, I will have to go beggaring until I can learn a new trade."
She watched him with wide open eyes, uncertainty growing on her face. She said nothing.
"I would not trammel you with a cripple, dear Leafa. I should not take you to wife."
Hurt came to her face straightway; then suspicion. "Is this because of your oath?"
He shook his head. "No. I have thought this way ever since I lost my hand, though I began to hope vainly while we were in the house of Marigold. I swore my oath because it seemed needful and right. Since then I have seen my situation more clearly, and have come back around to my first, true thought. I can never be the husband you need."
She frowned and became cross. "Because you miss a hand?"
At that moment, Taitheneb and Erebemlin rose as one, looking off to the south. "Who goes there?" they cried together.
From the distance Ędegard heard a voice cry, "It is I, Maegeleb! I bring Raefindan with me! I come in peace, to give myself into your hands."
The Elves stared at each other for a brief moment, then each took bow in hand and nocked an arrow.
"I see you!" Erebemlin yelled. "Stop there and let the red haired man come to us. You will come when I say you may."
Ędegard's heart thudded and his hand went to the sword hilt at his side. The time for vengeance was upon him.
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