Good luck and all my best wishes to your endeavour!
But you are biting kind of a huge thing with you... Maybe after forty years of study and writing we will hear from your piece?
PS. Forget about us realists and keep on writing! Do not let us hinder you on your way! If every genius had listened to the "wise" voices around him/her, there would be a lot less classics in any sort of art or science, or engineering, or anything...
Just even the Caesar had his slave to whisper behind him at the triumvirate the famous:
"remember, you are a mortal"... Let us be your slaves here?