Eruwen, I feel sorry for you. But don't worry, I'm sure your love and obsession will come back.
I have the same problem to, with many of my obsessions. People at my school also call me names all the time, because I'm different. I once had this really big crush on Anime and Manga. I was totally in love (if you get my meaning [img]smilies/wink.gif[/img]) But when they found out at school... I'm not as obsessed as I used to be, but maybe thats because Tolkien came along again.
I have the feeling I don't really get my point across. What I mean to say is, that you don't have to worry. With time, your interest changes. It happend to me to (like I said above). It scared me. A lot. Now I'm also afraid that my Tolkien-obsession will fate. But it will come back. And hey, now you have the time to explore some other obsessions. Something different for a change.
I wish you much luck.
Aethelwine.
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Nelly, I am Heathcliff! He's always, always in my mind--not as a pleasure, any more than I am always a pleasure to myself, but as my own being.
- Catherine to Nelly, Wuthering Heights
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