That's it,
Aganzir, well done!
I feel so much with Sam – his despair, the terrible weight of the choice he had to make, his reluctance to make up his mind resonate deeply with me.
What also strikes me in Sam’s inner debates is how he is so humble and not sure of himself, always doubting his own abilities.
I wonder if that is because his father has called him too often a “ninnyhammer“ etc. in his childhood?