Dreams of what must come and what must be!

[Naurwen_of_Lothlorien]

This is quite amazing. I have to admit that I'm not sure if what I'm about to say has anything to do with this topic, but I think it does.

Ever since I can remember, I've felt like I wasn't supposed to be here. I used to say to people that it was a mistake. Someone made a mistake and I wasn't supposed to be here.

I think people in general usually ignore statements like that.

I used to have memories that I'd never lived in this life. Of beautiful forests and lakes or feilds. I would be running through a feild.

And sometimes caves or marshes covered with mist.

I used to feel a warm glow whenever I got these 'memories'. Like I felt at home at last.

I've always hated modern society and industry and firmly beleive we should all become more in touch with nature.

I have a yearning in my heart for feilds and mountains and freedom.

Infact, not long ago, I got rather depressed about it. I thought that I couldn't take living in this world anymore. That I needed to go 'home', wherever home was.

I feel a thirst for magic, mystery, adventure and freedom and a longing for a world of freedom and nature.

Okay, I sound pathetic now. Goodbye... ^^;;

Yours yearningly

~Naurwen

P.S: Anyone agree with me?