If you could choose character?

I would have to choose Eyown as my middle-earth character... when reading the book I take time on her lines, even read them out loud...she is the tragic heroine i wish i could be...I am tragic, just not a heroin(however I try). I feel her pain of love unriquited and wish I could ride into battle and defy the enemy. I keep hoping my story will have a happy ending, but i can't seem to see any Faramir through these treacherous mists that surround me...